it has ended

i have given it alot of thoughts and made up my mind
so, don't me to forgive you or anything like that
you're not in any wrong
To think that he actually asked if i've fallen for some other guy
geeez, of course not. Thats not the case
Obviously don't know what is wrong between us
i guessed i was right to send you home safely before i could break the news to you.
i dunno if it's appropraite to talk about breakup at your doorsteps but all i was worried is your safety
i dunno what will happen if you have to travel back home yourself
hais
Take Care alrights
And i really appreciate all that you've done for me thankyou

I think.. we would be better off as friends

He’s a nice guy.
Just that I’m not good enough and I think I’m better off alone. I guess I’m not ready yet ? not serious enough for steady relationships?
How did I end up with a relationship??? Aw.. When in the first place I alr felt that we were not compatible? Worse when I am not totally attracted to him in the beginning?

Shyt. I am sooo bad. I chosed him because he asked for the relationship, because it took him so much courage and I didn’t wanted to hurt him at that point of time. ( took him hours to say his feelings that night okay). I suppose I said 'ok' because he asked, and that is apparently a very lousy reason for involving into a committed relationship.

I’ve thought a lot about it and I seriously think it shouldn’t drag on this way. I appreciate all his ' yong xin liang ku’, doing all the things and trying hard to make it complete. From delivering breakfasts right to my doorsteps, fetching me back from work and to driving me around places. Thanks a lot for the thoughtfulness and giving me surprises on occasions. His care and concern showed everyday was definitely appreciated.

Above all has made it even more difficult for me to mouth for a breakup. I’m meeting him inawhile and I haven’t have my starting line to end this thing. Obviously he isn’t gna be expecting this, so I’m thinking how can I bring the devastating blow to the minimun. This really is causing me headache now.

“Sorry that I’m unable to commit any longer, you will definitely find someone better”. Should that be the way? Or,“I think we should break up, we’re better off as friends” ? “the feelings not here anymore, no point dragging on..”? how do I initiate for a breakup? Nobody’s here with me. All agree that he’s a super nice boyfriend, and I’ll be the one to lose out if I give him up. True enough lah. But I still wna say :爱情不能是勉强。
I’m breaking up for this reason.

finallly

wooots!
fully charged up for holidays
starting my you tubing again hehehs

somehow i do miss ward la..
but i miss holidays even more...
sent my uniforms for washing for the last time
(hopefully i dun need them anymore)

looking forward to new uniforms lo ! ^^

Weiyi's belated

bak ku teh then Andersens
laughters and fun
^^

(firz time eunice post a picture w/o her inside) :p

一个只能放在心里的他

轻轻的靠在他的怀里
闭着眼晴 听着他的心跳
他给的感觉是幸福的 安全的

happy 2008 ! ^^

DUMB
new year count down was a disappoinment
i tried.. tried to kept my cool
but cant help feeling tis way
seems to have spent my new year wid the wrong person
(sry.. even if u are reading tis entry dear..)

anyways.. to start my '08 bright and sunny
to celebrate papa's bday today ^
dotsss right.. ha

goodbye to the hazy 2007
welcum '08
lo

hoping that it would be a better year
come again HAPPY NEW YEAR !!
2008 here we goooooooo~

missytoot and the end of the year

Came online for my last post for 2007…
reflections?..my bad.. er… I’ll skipp that.
End of the year and nothings done . Aw~
truly there’s nothing outstanding that worths remembering…
一整年好像没做什么， 却有觉得好累的一年
我快闷疯了，好想出国哦
给它好好玩一下 ，是不是 ~
0.< !
拜啦！ 2007。
就酱。 一年结束了。

p.s: 2008年，我有我的期待。
自私的我，希望我的心愿会实现。^^

Ok 啦，祝地球上的 所有有生命的、没有生命的，
祝大家 一切都好好 的啦
新的一年新的希望 新的空气
happy new year all !

 PEACE~ 2008.

seasons greetins

Firstly, have to apologise...
Sorry to Siewting.. Happy belated yea..23rd
Sorry to Weiyi.. Happy belated yea..24th
Sorry to dear.. cant spend ur 21st wid u..25th

had a extremely tiring weekend... working night shifts and have to prepapre for my house's xmas party... i dunno how i ton... the last night came back from work...then straight away have to come home for xmas... > 24hours plus plus no sleep...its a record for me thou... :S and grandpa got warded to ttsh on xmas... haiss.. plus visiting..i almost drop dead.. lucky..grandpa's nothing serious.. but still under observation...


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xmas moments to share..

sO... WAD did u see??? heehees.. my xmas gift from dear...thanks thanks. muacchs'
mad mad~ we can play link games now.. just tell me where i can dl the games.. =p


my new dope. Havaianas flipflop from NUM. thank you luh~ ^^. (its actually a gift from my sister's fren)











now that jingle bells over alr...
counting down to the new year..
meaning...
papa's bday is near..
i still dunno wad i can do for papa's bday...
headache luh~

*smiles*

last fri,
after my afternoon shift left sgh at 2240hrs. luckily my daddy is back in sg that day..so.. daddy fetch lo.. but not to home.. Went j8 to see xiaozhu wor! =p
waited at xiaozhu's van and manage to hav 5 secs of him... (他看起来很累。)

hmmm...
Watched star awards on sun... JOHN HOON sooooooo charming~!!
yah..next kdrama to follow up will be 'witch yoo hee' le..

da~ da ~ da~

yesterday went out wid my girls.. ^^





>.< (no one realise i'm lost again.. )


mad's bound to put on weight! hahas.. her oily pancake from thai xpress




me trying to find comfort from the mimic white christmas... haha..

--〉

烦

nursing report (PM)

(^: ?SI)
G|C: Alert & Ambulating.
FP maintained & observed.
Afebrile.
Vital signs within normal range. nil c/o pain.
Fluids encouraged.
Elimination needs attended to. Contact assist.
BOx2 during shift.
For Dr to note dark circles over at both lower eyelids.
On hrly SC monitoring.
A/w TLC.
otherwise nil c/o.

weeeek- NEWS

ryo & yamapi so cuteee!

entertained.

i must say s'poreans r really creative lah
lol
original song is actually by Ado wor..

not enough.. not enough sleep.

ended my first round of night shifts this morning...
Not bad eh... i like working in the dark.. HAha.. And erm..
The trains not so pack when u go for work and back.. and the morning air so fresh' (:
Now now... share my experience..
first night: -got patient collasped in my ward (but not my rooms la)
-went to kpo awhile..my preceptor went to help la..observe wad they do.. how they
resus...
-all i could was attach the ecg leads... >.<.. so many ppl crowd there..
second night: -got restless pt
-got confused pt
- etc la... very busy.. attending one pt after another... why they dun sleep at
night..
third night: -same things...call bells non stop...
-plus one pca trying to act smart like she knows everything..
(haiss... and i have to put up wid that..)
-Grrr...


Yawnsss...
Tmr morning shift somemore....
G'Nights...

just feel with the families and friends.....

was reading the news and started sobbing...
it is so sad to noe that five abled and healthy young men lost thier lives in the tragedy..
shared the sorrows of thier loved ones...i expressed my
deepest condolences to the families and dragon boaters...
am not able to imagine the pain and sorrow the families and friends of the boaters are going tru right now...
but again... the tears n time will heal everything...

哀伤。。。

能不能 （*歌词）

忘不了你任性的撅嘴

爱你的体贴

脑海恢复浪漫的季节

把你陪伴身边

;梦想流星划过整个星球

飞过我的心从天坠落

我必须忘掉所有忧愁

只记住你的背影

能不能就这样牵着你

爱让我们靠在一起

永远不分离

想告诉你就是我的决定

;你我会放在心里

永远的回忆

能不能就这样牵着你

爱让我们靠在一起

永远不分离

想告诉你是最美的决定

你我会好好珍惜

把爱的证明

刻在我手心

梦想流星划过整个星球

飞过我的心从天坠落

我必须忘掉所有忧愁

只记住你的背影

能不能就这样牵着你

爱让我们靠在一起

永远不分离

想告诉你就是我的决定

你我会放在心里

永远的回忆

能不能 就这样牵着你

爱让我们靠在一起

永远不分离

想告诉你是最美的结局

你我会好好珍惜

把爱的证明

刻在我手心

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Born wid Reverse Bones

我回来了

上个礼拜 ， 真的”high”翻了！
我不只见到、握到， 还抱到Energy！！
‘就爽’的啦。

paiseh la. >.<



some nice souls uploaded this vid.. erm.. thanks? haha..
thank you la.. now we can see how they teach fans how to dance..


‘胜利’之合照。

坤达最帅了啦，眼睛会放电耶！
一秒爱上你 哦 !

诗玲，如果你看到这张 我和阿弟拥抱。。。肯定 酸死你。

=P LOLx.

我还能说什么呢，好久没有这么开心了。

爱Energy。。。

回家的路上，又碰到明星oh

（：

(:

with the birthday girl and her friend..
i look like a mother of two!!
>.<''

when there's nothing better to do.

w 9 6 0 i

Big up to Sony Ericsson

w960i

-3G

-Wifi

-8 GB

-3.2MP

-FM radio

Coool eh.. check out its detailed specs and go crazy about ppl..

i wonder how much it will cost...

coming really soon..

Prawned !

Went fishing for prawns
first time okay..
what an experience for sua ku me
(:

i still could not master the technique even though i have people there to guide me.. haha
( only know how to eat.. :D )


i have my bro.. Wil Koh with me the whole day fishing for prawns...
and a very nice uncle who intoduced himself to us as 'Saa long'
then tell us story about himself..
haha.. whatever lah..he happy can le.. he taught me how to remove the hook and and also the correct way to seize the prawn after catch.


Seriously, not easy okay.. i was screaming away... haha.. couldn't bring myself to grasp a fidgeting prawn k..
you have to seize it firmly and hold down its claws and legs... but not too tight till it suffocate.
:x
Chim huh...

Prawning needs patience...
(:
i thought it would be boring when he asked me to go prawning instead of movies and dinner...
hahahs..
but i was wrong.. =p
Thanks! enjoyed myself today and you make my day boi.. (:

holidays coming to an end....
reporting to attachments really soon..
Argh..