[没有主题的主题] 我的潇洒* 你不懂的啦

以前写作文都要先空两格，还要分段，不过写部落格就不一样了，要怎样就怎样。
这毕竟是抒发情绪的地方，喜欢怎样就怎…… 不是吗?

时间飞逝, 我已经十九岁了. 好现实噢 …
但我还觉得我还是个孩子。
一样渴望受到保护， 一样会在忧伤时听着歌 、看着天 ，让自己寻找一点点的慰藉。
常常会有很天真的想法。不自禁地 把自己封锁在自己的世界。 这是悲观的我。

这些年认识了很多新朋友, 也失去了不少原本交情还不错的朋友。 虽然我之前说过, 好朋友无需常常联络, 但是我明白了, 原来 只要是朋友都应该常联络。 不然繁忙的生活, 真的会让人遗忘很多东西。

大概两个多月前,听到了这首歌<< 好眼泪 坏眼泪>> , 我第一次听的时候真的掉泪了。
也许是它勾起了我的一些回忆, 又或许那时候是因为玮伦姐姐逝世而难过吧。
庆幸, 现在不会了。

曾经以为我会爱那个男孩一辈子, 我真是天真。
所以那时曾经。 ^^.

我没有悲伤, 只是有点难过。 因为我知道那时候的悲伤, 是没有人会心疼我的。
而那时候的难过, 会随时间而淡去。慢慢会习惯不去想……
( 如果有一天我能看着你离去的背影不哭的话， 那我一定是痊愈了。 )

于是, 我学会了疼惜自己, 更清楚知道, 让自己幸福其实并不难。
没错, 我不会再哭了。

那天，我在一篇文章上读到这么一段话，“当幸福与痛苦交织在一起的时候， 请别急着敲碎自己的痛苦，否则随之而来的幸福也没了”

哈哈！老实讲，我还是真的不懂那作者的意思。不了解，没关系，我还是乖乖的阅读下去，她写说有这么一句话 ： “人应该有两颗心, 一颗心宽容, 一颗心流血 。” 成全也是种幸福 。
既然是这样, 我潇洒的走开, 更要送上最深的祝福 ！


我喜欢看着夕阳西下。你有没有什么心里测验能测出我的性格呢?
你们都跟我一样觉得夜晚的景色很迷人吗? 是不是街道上的灯光, 比白天的阳光还要好看呢?

说实话, 我真得很无聊, 是个无聊的女孩。经常拿起电话, 又不知道该打给谁。 有的时候也会莫名其妙的传些有的没的的简讯。 但大多的时候都是静静的坐在那里。是在等电话吗? 在发呆吗?

我想, 我是个害怕孤单的孩子。

人生的路, 很长很长 ……
我会坚强。
不逞强。

我问 : [ 难道我真的是笨蛋, 错过了幸福? ]
我答 : [ 没有, 幸福一直都在. ]

i just love you.. ting' xD

yesterday..

lunching at pepper lunch

sedap !

our desserts!

that's not ink..but black sesame'

xD

oh no.. found ya legs?

ooops~

lub tis fitting room..

simple and nice ^^.

[ what's wrong wid everyone? ]

top secrets

going bonkers ~

wid all these calculations..

LOL

shi's birthday on the 23/9

and 9.. is having 2 threes times together..

siew's birthday also on the 23rd..but dec..

twelve divide by 2 is six..

and six is multiplyin 2 and 3..

2 3..

dorc birthday 9/6

(nine is 2 threes multiply together..and six is 2 times 3..)

so many twos and threes..

mad's birthday.. 16/4

sixteen times four ish ... 64..

and 64 divided by 2 is 32..

and 32...

23 reversed...!

becareful... if your door bell rings at 23:23 pm..

dun open..

maybe i am at your door steps wid a knife..

hahahahaz ..!

the number 23...

>> papa bloggin <<

worked wid siew over the weekends..

hmm.. and spent about half our pay on movie, chips and xiaolong baos

LOL

bean's holiday..

not bad la.. like wad siew says..quite a bit of repeated jokes..

if you're bean's fan you noe la..

my goodness.. daddy blogs..

viewed it once.. secretly widdut telling him..

haiyo.. felt weird lehh.. reading my daddy's blog..

tsk tsk tsk..

steam steriliser

to prepare the formula milk
to sterilise the milk bottles
i'm happy doing those things

^^.
curious how the electric steam steriliser works
i dunno.
it just seems fasinating

HAhaz xD

我 讨 厌 我 X X

我真的很没用！！！
不过就 一张 X X
酱就能伤到我 弄我哭……


我喜欢道明寺
所以我和他一样 不喜欢动物X

难过 我X
是因为我认输 ……
X X X X X X X X ……

tweety bird male or female?

today was pretty boring in the ward..
and i dunno how our topic can jump to...
eli ask me..
is tweety bird male or female?
hmm... dorts.. dun tell me tweety's a male?!
er.. seems like yahh..
she's confirm that tweety's a male..
and i all along thought that tweety's a female until today..
haiyo..

paeds

paediatrics posting.
see those kids cry makes me feel like crying too.

kids nowadays aren't cute.
attitude.
life's been too comfortable huh.

overdosing yaself wid pills isn't gonna solve your problems.
what are you trying to prove?
you're just pathetic.

两年前……

两年前的今天
是个什么样的天 怎么样的天
今天和两年前 是不一样的天
两年后的今天 又会是什么天

那天 ……

Silly.

was really silly ! woke up this morning and wash up le.... lucky did not change for work... it was only 1am !! -.-

hmm... somebody' called me at about 3 am... yea... chatted awhile thou was really tired..
somebody' was the only one who called me to ask about my results.. out of concern ? haha.. or somebody' just could not get to sleep? -.-
upon hearing somebody' felt kinda comfortable... at least somebody' bothers to call... =x

i wann have my holidays... pls come sooon la.......

|| went IT fair ||

lemme just briefly update from saturday's night... :)
went to have a belated birthday dinner wid my sister.. wid parents too.. of course..
i'll need daddy to settle the bill ! LOL =P
went swensens for icecreams ! hheeehes..
jiajia's fren gave us a pair movie tickets that night and we watched DREAMGIRLS..
棒棒棒 ！ all i could say.. heee.. nice nice movie.. those hvn watch faster go catch it..



and yesterday went my mom's fren there.. her baby's one month old.. HEE..
they gave cakes to bring home and i like that bananacake.. hahahas... yum yumm'


then my mom's got an interview.. she needded a model..okay.. just a head for her to do the make up.. so i helped her.. xDhmm...




i'm almost ready for studio...

Lalala.. went IT fair wid that make-up and messy hair..
omg... it was flooded wid people mann...ayz...
spentt super much too.. gotta share jiajia's present..(damn ex...)
and also a LCD tv...(more ex.... ) :x
finally getting one.. but condition is i must fork out cash too... ay...
something's wrong wid tis current tv at home.. it takes about five mins for the picture to shows...not exaggerating...
hAhah... if you've been here to tv you'll know...


results coming out tonight.... i have a bad feeling... sobb sobb... madeleine..standby ur phone k... i might need you... -.-

很满的脑袋…… emo-ing 咳……

1。 去年这个时候
都是难过的泪水
她们俩不能过生日
今年要开心
生日快乐
生日礼物 跑不掉 放心啦

2。 最近 变得好疲惫
很怕睡了 就醒不来
眼皮很重 很重

3。 我懂了
期待越大 失望越大

4。 所有的事情
都要靠运气的

5。 没有眼睛 就看不见
所以我没有眼睛
没有耳朵 就听不见
所以我没有耳朵

6。 生活没有色彩
寂寞刺骨
期盼彩虹的出现

7。厌烦

8。感觉不到的呵护
再多的了解 也很难填补

9。朋友的陪伴
换回了笑脸
谢谢

10。 皱纹是经验的累积
还是岁月的累积

11。 我有理想吗？
我没有答案

12。 剪不断，理还乱，是离愁 。
（心理的不安 一直无法消除）

13。日有所思， 因该夜有所梦
但是并不如此。

14。真的忘不了他（它）的自私

15。新年才刚过 魂就好像没了
肯定出问题了

16。我怎么了？

天使

song dedication.....

你就是我的天使

保护著我的天使

从此我再没有忧伤

你就是我的天使

给我快乐的天使

甚至我学会了

飞翔飞过人间的无常

才懂爱才是宝藏

不管世界变得怎黱样

只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀

像眼泪依赖著脸庞

你就像天使一样

给我依赖 给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮

像海豚依赖海洋

你是天使 你是天使

你是我最初和最后的天堂

8 march >> HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Lydia !

9 march >> HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Elisa !

nursery

bizi and 'beng'


shir's taking bb's temperature


bb are soooooo cute!
i want one too.. :x

bb sleepin soundly after feed~

look at her miserable face..

they say i pampered her..

so we try not to carry her when she cry..

poor thing horr..

earth quake

lucky everyones fine.
called grandma and she said the house shake..for only few seconds la.. and lucky no damages..
was quite touched there someone still care about my safety.. HAhA.. but i didnt felt the quake..
in conclusion.. sgh is a safe place in times of earth quake.. LOL'

something to laugh about.. mommy said she almost type in da sms and send to daddy... asking whether there's earth quick over at his side =x DIAO rights....

will be on morning shift this whole week..because of the obstetric posting.. nid to climb up so early in da morning...and nobody to wake me up..daddy is overseas....arggh... i'm falling sick.... sobb sobbx..

.......................labor

only 2 babies due today but we dun get to observe any !
one baby girl the other one baby boy..
luck's not on our side.. arrrrrr...


shhheee... the lady called asked me to go down to talk lil bit in dept wid her manager... hmm... interview... arg.. and i was too sleepy i guessed.. 'OK' i said... =S
haiz.. gonna call'em tmr to reject le... so.. shall sleep now and come up wid a really nice excuse...
sorry....

CLOT

act like you know

we move on...

met siew over at vivo again to continue our shoppin
siew's very disappointed wid her A lvls results and cried hard jus now
i dunno what to say
but lucky i prepared tissues
yea i agree that when we're sad
we sad for awhile
after that forget about it
life moves on
and we move on...

and my dear madeleine
i think ya did well too
u improved alot from prelims right
so i'm sure there's courses that want you..
things aren't that worse so dun stress yaself
gimme a smile :)



hmm...was approached by tis lady and blah blah blah she went.. i just left my number and name.. haisss... i've got bond wid the hosp. so i cant ..... argh..airlines leh..air stewardess...i want... now i kinda regret signing the hospital bond.. 40k... will i be able to earn that much to break the bond and gain back my freedom? tis sucks.

i'm just tired...

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Protege...

new lil cute zen.
(thanks in advanced to those whom it may concern.)

eaten lil cute green apple and... undies... -.-'
thanks siew.. pretty belAted huh.. LOL

treated myself to 2 great movies...
protege and norbit...
omg~ daniel wu is so.......good looking... nice figure....LOl'