had myself dolled up for a ktv session yesterday.
well-prepared, a little excited and went down to meet peeps.
another ktv session i'd love, i thought.
it was always a pleasure for me to sing. (:
all to my surprise was there's this cake,and only after that i found out it was to celebrate someone's birthday.
oh freak, i thought.
i was totally unaware due to not close with her & i was not informed at all.
Ah huh, that explains why he asked if i want to eat cake. Damn, people birthday just say lah, go round the bush and tell me nothing.
omg, all of a sudden i felt a little lost, out of place & isolated.
all i brought along with me was my hand-made sushi nicely presented in a box.
it was actually a treat for everyone.
seeing there's cake, all the fruits and drinks and dozens of donuts widely spread across the table,i was a little held back to present my dish.
however, i still remained in that ktv room with peeps singing &jumping high to the music.
i never felt a sense of unbelonging before in a ktv room.
probably, it was a little disappointment i had.
i then went out to borrow 3 sets of dices to entertaint myself.
the thing is not everyone are very familiar in the game,and we took turns.
when i was in the game, it ended like a split second.
i was familiar with the game but it was claimed to be forfeited halfway,when there is no loser yet.
nevertheless, the game continues, rotating players each time.
somehow, i seemed to have walked through the wrong door.
is it unfamiliarity and break down of commuinications?
tadah, and the bill comes.
i was actually told being treated.
but, i went to get atm's help for some cash as i did not have enough with me.
i asked if my portion has been paid yet and it was not.
So.. Who the hell say wanna treat and end up playing hide and seek.
so i handed the cash to this handsome.
i guess he was the only console for me yestherday night.
HAIS.
i realised after that, that peeps had sakae sushi for their dinner.
i was even hesitant after hearing that.
i left the room, with the unpresented sushi in my bag.
before i popped into my dad's car,i took out the box of sushi for the first time.
i approach the nearest bin where there it goes.
trembling a little, for my efforts.
yes, they have gone right down the bins.
no singing at the ktv?
apparently, it was a waste for that.
i'm glad that i left early.
it is definitely a pleasure for it.
cuz i couldn't stay in that room another second,
it kills.
